March 2023

Greeting and good morning from the beautiful Bitterroot Valley.  We are up to 8 (flesh burning degrees and believe me – when that wind cuts through your skin and clothing, it is burning!)  We, in the Valley, are hoping that this wind is blowing the raw cold out and soon ushering Spring in!  Like with all of the situations occurring on our planet with the increase towards the Great Awakening, we each find ourselves saying “enough is enough!”

            As we look around at ongoing events of the “Chinese Spy Balloons,” the “Ohio railroad disaster,” the “Ukraine War,” the many school shootings, and oh-so-many-other crazy things happening . . . I see them all as distractions.  We find ourselves saying, “There is nothing I can do about it,” (except maybe fret,) but in spiritual  reality – they are markers to remind us each TO GO WITHIN and seek that connection we have to Source.

            To continue to be loving, to smile, to laugh, and to spread joy raises the frequency on the planet.  We are LIGHTBEARERS, here to do service during these distractions.  We do it by beginning our days right where we are and meeting what God puts on our plate.

Keeping our focus on:

  • loving our neighbor and the
  • Golden Rule of doing unto others as we would have them do unto us

 is the great balance act we are asked to provide during the Awakening for humanity.

            Like you, I “leak love” wherever I go.  Sometimes outrageous silly things come out of my mouth that even surprises me, which gets laughter ringing amongst my peers.  Wherever I go, I automatically compliment others and appreciate their efforts (even when they sometimes fall short of how I would handle things.)  This level of patience with humanity is necessary right now because of everything they have on their plate to deal with, as well as their perceptions of being victims or unaware of their spiritual nature.

            We, the LIGHTBEARERS, know the truth of each of these people.  We KNOW their Divine Essence and if it was Christ, Himself, coming to our door or to our telephone or passing Him on the street . . . each of us knows how we would want to treat Him!  In the beginning of my day, I dedicate my consciousness to God to use me throughout the day.  I surrender my Will for Thy Will and watch where He takes me or who He presents in front of me.

            When you understand, “I am One with God and within that Oneness, Infinite Power stands behind me” and “I am One with God, which constitutes my Oneness with all spiritual beings, ideas, and creations,” you find yourself having everything you need before you even know you need it.  You also recognize that everyone you are to meet is a decided factor in your day.  You meet someone who can be helpful to you and vice versa.  It is a WIN/WIN for both of you.

            Recalling my service since I wrote last month’s column, I have been staying in Helena during the past seven weeks helping my daughter-in-law with her recovery from the skiing accident.  Each person who tracked me down to talk on my cell phone because they couldn’t reach me on my home telephone each said how extraordinary it was that I would devote so much time in service.  My brow would wrinkle in confusion and I would respond, “There is no place I would rather be.”

            Daily, I received gratitude from Tiffany and my two granddaughters.  To me, what I was providing came naturally from my love for them.  Isn’t this, after all, what a soul does for their loved ones?  Of course it is and with no questions asked or restrictions.  It is a GIVE ALL when needed!

            I am well known locally for saying on countless (mostly daily) situations, “Have I told you lately how much I love and appreciate you?”  They giggle and respond, “Yes.”  If I were to go down in history for any statement to others, I hope it would be this one . . . that my beloved heard it for every kind gesture or helpful situation where they willingly volunteered an act of kindness for me or others I became aware of.

            Just before I left for Helena, I was invited out to lunch by a friend of a friend.  Roger and I found comfortable common ground in so many interests and subjects.  The thing I was most astounded for when we celebrated 30 days of knowing one another, to me . . . it felt more like we should be celebrating our Golden Anniversary of being together.  I feel such comfort in his presence like we have been together forever.  Perhaps we have?  Eternity is a very long time . . .

            I had only been in Helena for a week following our first date.  We had lost power in Helena during the cold winter night.  As power came back on, we realized that her ancient mother board in her furnace had died, as well.  “Houston, we have a problem.”  We were told that no one could assist until Monday, which was two full days away. 

            Roger had heard of our plight through a text from me.  With no hesitation, he asked me to pack up Tiffany and my two grandkids and head to a motel and he would fund the expense.  I was grateful for the offer from this new “friend,” but the thought overwhelmed Tiffany of leaving her home exposed during frigid temperatures, packing, and worrying about pets left behind.  With her decision, I declined his thoughtful efforts to be helpful to damsels in distress across the miles.  Friends of hers donated space heaters and we were comfortably warm until the furnace could be repaired.

            The level of Roger’s generous offer to provide for virtual strangers touched me deeply.  I spoke of his kindness to others over the following days and each person remarked, “OMG, he has a heart like yours, Gloria!”  And so he does as the days and weeks follow and I witness the sweetness of this character!

            A year prior to our first meeting with “skin on,” I had a dream and God told me that Roger was my third priority.  Two months before our first date, God told me a medical situation he was dealing with.  Two mornings ago, I awoke late after being awake most of the night with high energy to the sound of Roger’s voice leaving a message on my telephone answering machine.  As I got out of bed and came to the phone to listen to it, I realized there was no message left.  I had clearly heard his voice aloud in the home. 

            I went to my cell phone and a text, clearly identified as the exact time I had seen on my nightstand clock was imprinted for me to read what I heard aloud.  This situation is happening more and more with select friends.  I can hear their voices aloud while in another room, come to my phone and no message exists there – but the message has come in another form via texting.  Supernatural occurrences are so much fun!    When our hearts are connected, we have these fine-tuned gifts automatically  present themselves.  We don’t “need technology,” LOVE NEVER FAILS.

            As a “tender heart bear,” there have been times in the past that I felt like I wasn’t “doing enough for humanity.”  Surely there must be something more I could be doing with this extraordinarily high level of energy I had been given so abundantly than fixing a meal and feeding neighbors, strangers, or friends/family?  Cleaning my house or working in my yard wasn’t doing anything for the greater good . . . or was it?  Being filled with love and humming as I did these mundane tasks was sending out a frequency throughout the Cosmos and hopefully touching others along the way.

            So many of my friends are submersing themselves in deep discovery of the lies we have been told and discovering the depth of corruption globally.  Once aware, rather than becoming addicted to staying in the “evil knows no bounds,” grab the rope of hope and climb out of that pit of despair and join the living and loving that God surrounds you with.  Love is all around us and it rings magically in love as it increases your energy level and transforms the dark thoughts to better days ahead.

            Yesterday, I sat through a very long Zoom meeting with the Founder Simon Parkes of www.connectingconsciousness.org and listened to updates about the submitted global Humanitarian Projects that will be funded by the QFS (Quantum Financial System.)  I have 12 pages of handwritten notes to type and disburse to my local group members during next month’s gathering.

            In the months to come and given permission to do so, I will reveal what is forthcoming for humanity.  There will be dancing in the streets.  When things look the darkest in the days to come, I would ask you to be unafraid.  I am not asking you to bury your head like an ostrich and be in denial, but to be a cup half full and know that our old system has to be torn down in order to be rebuilt.  It truly is a glorious time to be alive, to witness the unfoldment of God’s Divine Plan.

            I am an easy Spirit to fall in love with, it happens often.  My daughter teased me before I went to dinner alone with Roger, “Don’t get married on the first date.”  However, I am not an easy person to live with, I’m sure.

            I have mentioned the high energy I have.  I am driven in life to achieve whatever my Soul came to do.  I obey God with the slightest guidance without question.  My home and cell phone ring constantly with needs from others locally, nationally, and internationally.  I lead an exciting life and I run two corporations and keep my home tidy.  I always have three entrees and three desserts on hand to feed passersby if they arrive unexpectedly in my home.   I am always open to assist those in need.  I term myself “high maintenance,” not because I have my hair/make-up/nails manicured weekly or every other year or ten years.  I am high maintenance because of God’s lifestyle that I have chosen to be in a total service incarnation.

            Imagine a “normal” man wanting to fit in anywhere in the vicinity of the constant helpfulness I provide and live to do.  It is near utterly impossible. . .. until the hand of God sweeps down, placing a loving heart in front of you.

            In the beginning of a growing relationship, we are “on guard for red flags of here we go again.”  We are weighing every word they say because someone will tell you who they are if we just listen.  Building relationships has been discouraging and disappointing in the past when we do it the “human hard way.”

            Walking through Staples in Helena last Saturday with my granddaughter and Roger, I was explaining to him that I had spoken with my editor the night before and told her how quickly things were progressing with him and I.  He stopped me at the end of an aisle and asked me how quickly they were moving.  My attention was immediately drawn to an end aisle cap to a book that had the title “OMG” on it.  In utter amazement of things I become aware of, I say those letters often in real life and in text form.

            Curiosity got the better of me and I picked up the book from the rack and read the subtitle.  It said, “Things to do before I DO.”  A book for pre-planning a wedding.

            I giggled as I handed the book to Roger to read and responded, “About this quickly . . .”

            On our first date, we agreed we neither wanted to marry again.  On our second date, he reiterated what we had said on our first date and then followed, “But if you told me you wanted to, I’m IN.”  I LOVE HIS SENSE OF HUMOR! 

            Friends have asked me if Roger has a motive or if he is just sending “his best representative to impress me and all the kind things will fade with the passing of time?  He was getting “so many points for his kindnesses” that I finally had to tell him I was exchanging them for “feathers” (in his cap) and he should soon expect to receive a full Native American headdress!

            Is he trying to impress me as a man?  To some degree, perhaps.  He has manners and he is a gentle man.  I forewarned him, “I am not trying to impress you as much as I am just showing you who I am.  I don’t want him getting in too deep if he can’t swim the deep blue sea!   He must like fishing . . . because he caught a BIG ONE this time!

            I meditated before I began writing, asking the Holy Spirit what message humanity needed to hear today in the column.  My thoughts continually went to Roger.  I tried to silence myself and ask again.  Surely, my love life wasn’t supposed to be the message today – but they continually wrapped themselves into words I could share today.

            I am 69, Roger is 73.  We stand almost shoulder-to-shoulder and hip-to-hip and are stopped in public by strangers who ask “how long we have been married?”  We respond that we have dated for two months.  Others stop us to tell us how cute we are together, with smiles on their faces from ear-to-ear and giggles for our good fortune.  He and I shine when we are together!

            To be gifted with this man, whether it be for a season, a reason, or a lifetime – I am certainly enjoying the reuniting of our souls at this time in our lives.  A man who is patient enough to deal with not only my day-to-day busy routine, but to watch me excitedly await news if I have been handed a “Humanitarian Project” to fulfill a dream of a healing center for humanity to come to me and enjoy the outpouring of God’s love through me.  Roger vows to support ME in any way he can in order for me to love others.  He has been demonstrating his words with actions steps since we met.

            Have you told those people in your life who do small (or large) kind things for you how much you love and appreciate them?  If not, I hope you will do so immediately through texts, emails, phone calls, or personally face-to-face.  Take NO KINDNESS FOR GRANTED.  At this time in the evolution of our humanity, it is one of the most extraordinary gifts you can give them as we regrow our new earth and way of living united with one another.

            Have I told YOU lately how much I love and appreciate you just being YOU?  If I have failed to do so, I am doing it now.  I LOVE AND APPPRECIATE YOU!  I APPRECIATE THE DIFFERENCE YOU MAKE EVERY DAY THAT YOU SHINE FOR OTHERS.

            Until next month, take care . . . I care . . .

…Now and always,

Gloria D. Benish, Ph.D.

Alias:  Dr. Glo-bug – Just here “to lighten things up”